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* 21st nov 86
* 24 yrs old =(
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* everyone including myself to be happy and healthy always!
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
After watching 读心神探, it made me think of lots of things. It made me realise why must human thinking be so complex? Why can't we be simple minded?
I agree that our movement show how we actually feel. Sometimes what we say does not mean what we feel deep inside. I'm an example of such person. I do not mean to plot against something/person, but more of I want to protect myself. There is a very big barrier/wall surrounding around me. Thats the reason why if I'm with a group of people who that I totally do not know, or rather strangers, I would not mingle much with them. I will have reservations of what I do/tell them.
*12/12/2010 11:19:00 PM
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Thursday, December 02, 2010
I need to find somewhere that I can SCREAM out loud!!!
Feeling damn lousy right now! =(
It just feels too horrible to bear all in my heart.
*12/02/2010 12:01:00 AM
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Feeling rather emo these few days. Thinking of all the what if... But the "what if" will never happen as I'm unable to turn back time to make another decision.
So I decided to plan for my future. But I could not think of anything constructive except to stay onto my current job till end my of 1 yr contract. I do not find anything attractive to make me feel enthu living each day. So its high time to set some goals settings to make my life more fulfilling.
I have so much in my mind that I want to voice out. But it seems that words cannot express how I am feeling right now at this moment. Sometimes when I'm alone, I just can't help thinking who can I look for to let me express out all my feelings. Most of my best friends have their other partner. I can't always voice my frustrations to them. They themselves also have their troubles & frustrations. I just felt useless. But thank god that I've have a goldfish memory. So after a good night's of sleep, the next day will usually be a great day. But this routine will repeat like a bus journey. No matter how much I travelled, I will still be back to the orginal point.
Just felt so tired. Why must 1 consider so much just to live. Why does one feel depends so much family, friends & the love ones. There are so many WHYs that I want to ask...
*12/01/2010 10:00:00 PM
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