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::my stories

Thursday, March 16, 2006

My hopes for adminssion to uni were broken. I have disappointed many people (relatives) ard mi, including myself, who pinned high hopes for getting a place into NTU or NUS.

Intially had high hopes that I could get in. But I was only deciving myself. In the 1st place my results were not very fantastic. Only 1Z for CDS, 15A's, 13B's and 2C's. With a average GPA of 3.6, how could I get into a uni with so many people with many distinctions and A's, applyin for that 1 place avaliable.

Haiz.

Its better for me to give up hopes now den to hold on to it and further upset myself.

Maybe I shld jus apply UNISIM, which is another alternative, or I have to by continue working to support myself till I saved enough for overseas education?

Now in a very confused mind.

Afraid that by pinning too much hope, the outcome is not wad I wanted.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/16/2006 08:54:00 PM

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Friday, March 03, 2006

Went to the Career Fair yesterday with Angie, Siti, Veron, Sri and Noel. Started off by looking @ the NTU booths. Walked ard and we went to the USIM, which is S'pore's 4th Uni. Looks rather appeal but its part time. And it requires alot of self discipline. And also I'm in a dilemma whether to take up engineering (electronics) or to take up accountancy, which is a totally new world for me. Nxt, went to listen abt accountancy from dunno wad school (4got the name). It offers only accountancy courses. We had lunch @ BK and went to the arcade. After that, all of us went home seperately.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/03/2006 10:55:00 PM

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Feelin much better after sorting our problems.

Maybe I'm jus a childish gal.

With childish mid set.

Hope everything will be alright.

And none of such things will ever happen again.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/02/2006 12:06:00 AM

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

The more I think of it, the more 'bu shuang' I feel. Its like being kept in the dark for a period of time but it might seemed to be short to people, but to me, its a rather long period of time. Its like 'meng zhai gu li' right in front of my very own eyes. Dunno whether to feel angry/upset. Having mixed feelings. 1 part of me told myself to cool/calm down, whereas another part of me asked me to be upset/angry.

I seriously need some thinking by my own.

As wad I know, good friends 'you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang'. But seriously in this case, I see that either I'm not one of your good friends that u can confinde in or u just find it that this this jus a very small matter, no need me to be sooo KPO to know, cos with me knowing and not knowing it, there is no difference. Maybe there are even more reasons that I have not stated out here.

Tomorrow will be a new day. This is what I told myself last nite. Hope I will feel much much better tml.

And also, thanks for veron and gang who made my day today. I had enjoyed myself today.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/01/2006 02:27:00 AM

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