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::my stories

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

argh, its all my fault, all of my fault!

My fault for not being sentistive enough.

My fault for finding a job to earn my self some pocket as I can see that my mother is struggling very hard to maintain this household even though she didn't said anything.

My fault for being a useless bum at home for only knowing how to spend my parents hard earn money and not working.

My fault for disappointing my parents with terrible results since primary school.

Conclusion: I just a useless person living on earth afterall, since I am capable of making people upset.

P.s: If one of you reading my blog have anything more to add to the 'useless list of me', feel free to add them in my tag board and I will update here according.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *5/17/2005 11:59:00 PM

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Watched House of Wax today with my dearest Tammy, Veron and Siew Wen.

The show wasn't tat bad excluding all the disgusting parts.

They way the people are killed inside makes mi feel sorry for them.

I was realli fascinated by how they managed to make a big house made out of wax. But its a pity it got melt in the end. But they do deserve it. =D

I have learnt something from the movie:

Not to camp out in 'wulu' areas and u will never know tat anyone might be watching at you aside.

And also, we (Tammy and Me) encounted this weird/ mad guy in the tampines bus interchange. He was either singing/ talking/ rapping or whatsoever cos I couldn't understand a single shit of wad is he doing. But I managed to understand some words he mentioned such as 'mati' and 'die'. Haha... He seems like Jay Zhou with earphones in his ears, rapping with the alien language tat only he himself understands. Finally the bus 38 came. We boarded the bus and got ourselves a seat just in front of the last seat. He was jus like af ew seats ahead of us. So we were behind looking/ watching the show as we saw different reactions of different ppl when they sat on the seat jus infront of him. Imagine there is someone from behind suddenly screams. Both of us tried to calm ourselves down to prevent ourselves frm laughing. There was this grp of malay gals laughing and imitating him seating behind us. As we travelled, we couldn't control ourselves and burst out laughing. Its was really funni by the way he acts. When I alighted the bus, Tammy sms mi saying that he mentioned a new word finally and the word was 'Chee Bye'. Tat was something interesting. Haha...

Wad a interesting day I had today.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *5/12/2005 11:58:00 PM

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Monday, May 09, 2005

1st of all, let me wish all mothers in the world,

Happy Mothers' Day!

Especially to my mum...

You are the greatest.

To my mum:

No matter how strict you treat me, how much scoldings you gave me for the past 18 yrs, I know that you still dote on me...

Ever since dad have been jobless, which is for more then a year, it has been hard for youto be the sole breadwinner of this family.

I wish I could share your burden, but then its like there is nothing I can do. Sometimes I feel so useless.

What I can do now is to do my best and get good results during my 3 poly years. Graduate with a dipolma and find a job a.s.a.p.

All of this above is something I wanted to tell her.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *5/09/2005 09:38:00 AM

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