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* 21st nov 86
* 24 yrs old =(
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* be able to find my prince charming
* everyone including myself to be happy and healthy always!
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Had a wonderful day wif my dear friend Emilyn on Sat...
All thanks to her, this was the 1st autograph session I went since I was born? [If I'm not wrong]
Lol...
Went 2 her hse and had BK as lunch at ard 4pm?
Tried 2 fix her com but there were sooo many things inside... So mission failed...
To Emilyn: Thanks for the Sly cd U bought 4 mi. I'm realli touched...
*4/25/2005 11:34:00 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
I'm back 4 blogging once again wif a new blogskin from http://www.blogskins.com
Tooo tired to blog rite now.
Hope everything will resume as per normal from now.
*prays hard*
*4/21/2005 12:01:00 AM
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Monday, April 11, 2005
Its has been 1 wk we didn't contact each other.
Or rather U chose 2 ignore mi.
I really dunwan tis gd friendship 2 jus end up likedat.
U find that ur life is worse.
But seriously thinking, everyone of us or rather the ppl I know have hands, legs and there is nothin we are short of. We are very healthy compared those who got the different kinds of diseases that might end their life suddenly.
I know I dun have the right to tok abt tis as at some point of time, I also really felt that life was terribly worse 4 mi.
But when I watch the show 'A Life of Hope' and the NKF Charity Show, I felt that we are really better off den them. Even though its jus a show, I believe that there are ppl having the same situation as them.
I always tell myself that there will be a better tomorrow. Even though its not easy 2 get over the incident that occurred 2 u, but u cant live ur life miserably becos of this incidents.
Hope life will be better 4 u in the future.
*4/11/2005 11:27:00 AM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
I'm such a failure in life.
I always screw up things.
There isn't a thing that I can get it right.
After 17 weeks (4 months +) of my SIP, I still screw up my hardware.
Sigh...
*4/08/2005 07:48:00 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
To a very good sister of mine:
If you have been reading my blog, tis post is for you.
I really hope that the job thingy doesn't affect our friendship.
If you really mind it so much, I really have nothing to say but just a sorry.
There is no way I am able to contact or communicate with you.
But there is something I wanna say to you.
You will always be my best sister and friend.
*4/07/2005 11:47:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
I have fear that I might jus breakdown anitime...
I'm realli tired mentally and physically.
Never felt soo tired in my whole life before...
I hope it jus doesn't drive mi nuts soon...
*4/06/2005 03:34:00 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2005
Sometimes I also dun understand wad the hell I've been thinking nowadays...
Its like kinda confusing.
At tis moment I might be very happy wif my frens, and the nxt moment I would be starting to think of the nonsensical things tat I shldn't be thinkin...
Never feel tis way b4 in my whole life.
Things ard mi affect mi very very easily, even the slightest simple thing.
Can someone pls tell mi wad shld I do?
*4/04/2005 01:39:00 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
Pictures Taken @ The Zoo!
Donkeys!
Ducks?
Fabian and Me!
Fabian posing like a Flamingo...
The real Flamingoes!
Goat looking @ hp?
Goat!
Hippo's Butt =X
Hippo's top view...
Parent and baby kangaroo...
Kangaroo posing...
Kangaroos!
Lions *rooaarrs*
Meow and Mi...
Monkeys?
Another pic of the monkeys?
Different versions of monkeys...
Noel + Fabian...
Parrot?
Penguins!!!
Izzit pigs?
Polar Bear!
Another pic of the Polar Bear in Action...
Rhino...
White Snake!
White tiger...
The other white tiger...
The same white tiger as above...
Another white tiger...
Tortoise...
Unsure?
Unsure?
Unsure?
Unsure?
Unsure?
Goat again?
Haha... Guess wad izzit?
Zebras!
*4/03/2005 11:44:00 AM
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Friday, April 01, 2005
I have a story of a girl to tell ::
This girl is of the same age as me. She had a very happy childhood. And since young, she was always being doted by her parents. But at a certain year, everything took a complete change. Her parents decided to go vegetarian. This led to complete big turn in her life.
Her dad always wanted her to be a vegetarian. But she was very very close to her aunty, but she wasn't a vegetarian. Because of this vegetarian issue, the relationship between her dad and her aunty wasn't that good. Until now, this issue still persist.
She had bad memories of her primary school education. As she was playful and rather lazy, she always did very badly in her studies. Always the bottom few in class. Her teacher always call up to parents to complain that she didn't do her school work. And also she asked her maid to forge her parents signature whenever she fails her spelling or exams. Her classmates would always bully her. She didn't tell her parents about all of this. Nobody knows of the existance of this problem. All this continued for 6 yrs. Until she was enrolled into Secondary school. Things took for a better turn.
She made many fabulous friends. Her results were just average but she was satisfied with it. Her life in Secondary school was rather smooth sailing until she was enrolled into Polytechnic.
Polytechnic life wasn't the same as Secondary school life. Life was rather good for her during the 1st year of her studies. Untill when she was in Year 2, things started to change. She realised that even though she could make many friends in poly, but there wasn't realli close friends as compared she made in Secondary school. Most they were only the 'Hi and Bye' friends. Friends also would jus start to drift away gradually. She found nobody to talk to when she was feeling down. She would jus keep it to herself. This was her character since young.
This year she taking her Student Internship Programme (SIP). Many problems also cropped up during this period of time. She would just suddenly be quiet by herself, thinking of all the negative things that happnened recently. She knew she couldn't handle stress, so she would jus try to calm herself down. But she couldn't control herself and would just breakdown crying in her room when she reaches home. Sometimes she just thought that she might be too sentistive. So she tried 2 be not soo sentistive in the future. But the outcome of that wasn't too good.
All she wishes now to be as cheerful as she was in Secondary school. But that was rather impossible.
Life outside isn't that simple after all. There might be many people talking behind your backs without you knowing. If you happen to know about it, you rather wish that you don't know about it about all. But if you sense someone is talking behind you, you will find all ways and means to get to know what they are talking about. And the outcome, you will feeling either extremely upset or angry.
I know there are many ups and owns in life. But sometimes it really trigger me into thinking
why am I living on earth? Whats the purpose of living if you know you will be suffering more then enjoying? Make myself to be miserable? I reallY do not know the answer.
Just in case who you think I'm refering to in the story above. Its me.
*4/01/2005 12:02:00 AM
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