` when.its.time, it.would.happen <33 ________

::my stories

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Feeling much much better nowadays... Trying 2 relax myself and get myself into some sort of relaxing mood...

I know I can't cope wif many things... When suddenly many things ard mi happen, I can't help but jus 2 feel super depressed... My mood also start 2 be much better when things strats 2 clear up 1 by 1...

:: 26th March' 05

Went 2 the Zoo wif my Meow Meow, Fabian and Noel... It poured quite heavily on tat day... But the rain stopped when we arrived there... Hehe... Had KFC 4 Lunch and bought the tixs @ student price except 4 Fabian... Haha...

Saw many animals such as Monkeys, Sheeps, Goats, Pigs and etc... So much fun.. As usual I was afraid of them... So I was like standing a distance frm them... LoL... But I definately had soo much fun...

Nxt we headed 4 the Night Safari... B4 tat we also had KFC again 4 dinner as the rest of the rest of the food there was super duper ex... Bought the tixs again @ student price but tis time its wif the tram too...

After dinner, we straight headed 4 the entrance, but there was a hell lot of ppl over there queueing 4 the tram rides... Thus we decided 2 walk b4 taking the tram ride... I also jus found out tat I've night blindness... Can't even c the tracks when walking... Terrible mi =X

Took many pics throughout the whole dae... Will be uploading in my nxt entry...

:: 27th March '05

Went 2 celebrate Siti's bdae which falls on 26 March... Both of us shared a 1/2Kg cake... Tat was our lunch... Haha... Nxt we decided 2 go Orchard and catch a movie... Watched Sponage Bob Square Pants a cartoon comedy... Went shopping 4 a while and headed home.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/29/2005 11:45:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I think I have 2 start straightening my thinkin... If not sooner or later I 'll go bonkers.. There isn't a single nite I could slp peacefully... Tis had lasted 4 a few days in a row... Always in bed, I would jus sob w/o knowing and tis would least ard 1 hr. By the time I slp its ard 1+ or 2+ am... But no matter I still have 2 get up early everydae 2 go 2 skool... My life still have 2 go on...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/23/2005 01:01:00 PM

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Monday, March 21, 2005

Initally I tot tat we ourselves can control our own fates...

But...

After soo many things had happened, I'm starting to think tat maybe heaven has already made all the plans 4 us.... If not y would someone suddenly jus change within jus a few days?

After a few days of thinking, I jus couldn't help but jus thinking tat I'm a real USELESS person... Useless in all aspects : Studies, Sports and now even my frens?

Have be trying 2 relax myself by watching Bleach and playing Maple Story.... As least all of tis activities allows mi 2 keep my mind busy 4 some moments, and not allowing mi 2 'hu si luan xiang'...

Maybe I'm jus born 2 be alone...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/21/2005 12:02:00 AM

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Friday, March 18, 2005

I wish I can be as happy as b4...

But it seems 2 be quite impossible...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/18/2005 01:47:00 PM

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I never felt tis stress b4...

I do not have any exams...

Only 1 SIP project...

And together with soooo many incident happened since the previous wk,

I think I'm gonna break down soon...

Cheers!

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/18/2005 01:01:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Rite now I can't decsribe the feeling I'm feeling rite now... Its kinda of irritating when mi myself dun even noe how I am feeling... And also, my headache keeps coming back and forth...

I told myself 2 be happy... But am I realli happy? No! After sooo mani things happened ard mi...

No way!!!

Everything wouldn't be the same as b4? The change in surrounding, human's character etc...

I maybe appear 2 be happy, but inside mi am I realli tat happy? I do not know of the ans...

Yeah, I feel I shld be happy that I think I gonna fail my SIP... It has been 1 wk tat I have sent my board 4 fabrication... And the outcome? I might onli get my board the earliest todae or maybe even drag till tomolo... Haha... And know wad? I have a presentation tomolo and my board is still not ready....

Sooo mani things happened recently... I have no wish 2 blog them out... As a result, how I feel etc wouldn't be out on tis blog...

Reason?

I perfer 2 keep it 2 myself...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/15/2005 10:05:00 AM

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Monday, March 14, 2005

To fellow frens::

If u agree wif wad this petitions states pls sign...

http://www.petitiononline.com/polybus/

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/14/2005 02:10:00 PM

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Yesterdae I had a great time out there wif my cousin and frens...

1st part of the dae::
Woke up @ 6am in the morning and met Tammy to have breakfast @ Mac... Headed 4 RP to accompany her 4 her 2 have her Maths Amplitude Test... I found out tat in order to get 2 the 1 stop service center, we mus climb up a hill... Haha... After the test, we headed 4 Orchard and do some walking ard...

2nd part of the dae::
Meet Veron, Noel, Fab, Emilyn and Siew Wen @ 5pm... Bought tixs for the show Howl's Moving Castle and we decided 2 have our dinner @ Pastamina... And 2 our concidence, we saw Kim Ng and Quan Yi Feng... Both of them look sooo much skinny den when they are shown on tv... Leandro came along after we had order our meals... Nxt we header 2 Toys R Us 2 have some fun... Had soo much fun over there... I have 2 chase Tammy off 2 ard 6.30pm and we left 4 the cinema 4 the show...

The show was super nice and sweet... Howl is sooo handsome when I 1st saw him... But after when his hair colour is being dyed 2 black, I think he looks more like a gal.... Haha... And also, the fire demon Calcifer is soo cute... Its fuels the moving castle and I found the door of the castle 2 be very interesting as it has 4 different colours that leads to different exits... I almost cried @ the ending of the show cos I thought the fire had died away... In the end the fire is still alive... Hehe... The doggie with the chicken feet (named by mi and Veron) is soo cute when it trys 2 bark... Haha...

P.S to Siew Wen:: Dun let mi meet u after 1 yr okie?? Its too long and I will miss u de... Haha...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/13/2005 03:09:00 PM

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

Yeah its almost the end of sem soon... In jus ard 2 wk and students of Tp will be freed... But tat excludes mi... =< Can I be happy abt tis coming holidaes? No! I have 2 be back and continue my tootpig SIP project which I have been nagging since the starting since the sem started... The usual nagging old mi... Haha....

Suddenly felt tat life isnt tat gd after all... I was like almost enjoying the past 17 yrs of my life playin? And now I'm 18, all the problems starts 2 come 1 by 1? Maybe its jus my fate? Hmmm.. I was like 1 of the ppl who beliefs in fate? Maybe we realli can control our fates but maybe I jus dunno how 2 control it? Okay, enough of thinking too much... Maybe its jus mi, mi, and mi... My character...

But seriously, I cant imagine how working life will be even though I have gone through 13 wks of SIP? I imagine it 2 be very dreadful... Okay, enough of thinking negatively...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/12/2005 12:26:00 AM

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Argh!!! I'm soo freaking bored!!! Someone pls entertain mi! I have been typing my damn SIP report since mondae... And finally I completed it yesterdae and now it leaves mi with practically nothin 2 do... I was like slacking almost whole of tis wk.... *wonders wad am I gonna log in my log bk 4 tis wk*My temper is getting worse... Much more worse den expected... Whenever I'm bored, moody or being irritated, I will keep my mouth shut... And its a sudden thing... I maybe be laughing and the nxt moment I jus =X Haiz... Can someone pls tell mi wad 2 do?

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/10/2005 12:28:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Haiz... Feeling super duper terrible... I'm sooo damn stressed up wif EVERYTHING ard mi... Family, skool and maybe frens? I also dunno wad the hell is happening 2 mi... My hardware isn't working and my PR2 its like tomolo? Yeah... I cant imagine how I would fare 4 it... A fail? Maybe, maybe not... Yeah I'm sooo happy!!! -.- I'm REALLY sick of SIP... Even though I know how my SIP will affect my grades and it might even pull my GPA frm 3.5 to 2+? I realli cant imagine tat is gonna happen soon... All my previous efforts wasted? Den wad 4 I study soo damn hard the nite b4 the exams when in jus 1 sem my grades will be pulled down like no one's business... All I can wish is tat I can pass tis damn sem real fast and get over and done wif my MP and my yr 3.2 to normal lessons? But I think it will be much better den wad I'm suffering rite now? Tis sem is a FUCKED up sem... Nobody can understand wad I how I'm feeling rite now...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *3/01/2005 12:41:00 PM

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