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Saturday, July 31, 2004
Stressed! Feeling super duper damn stressed... Jus blogging to try 2 make myself calm down alittle... Dunno wad the hell I'm thinkin...
::: Can 'lolx' & 'haha' when I'm feeling down?
::: Started tokin nonsense?
::: Ignoring ppl?
All of the above r jus nonsense... Shldn't be acting tat way... But jus cldn't control my feelings...
My timetable 4 my upcoming term test:
Mon - BNT
Tues - EM3
Wed - TCS2
Thrus - ICAPP
Fri - TELEPRIN
Sat - INTPM
Onli started on bnt soo far.. How the hell am I gonna have time 2 revise all of my subjects?
Nothing seems 2 get into my head... Its like a complete blank inside...
*7/31/2004 11:43:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Hmmm... Its has been ages tat I blogged le? Lolx... Ppl complaining tat my blog became rusty and dusty le... Hehe =D
Term test is cuming in a few more daes time... Sian 1/2 lor... 6 papers! Wah lau... 1st time soo mani papers sia... Starts frm mon and last all the way through sat... Haiz...
Realli get stressed easily nowadaes.. Den becum super sian... Den will jus keep quiet throughout the dae...Jus dun feel like toking...
Todae sth realli saddens mi alot... I dunno if I overheard wrongly or wad... But I got a feeling tat he's refering 2 mi... Telling another fren of mine when I'm rite in front of both of them tat last time when I need help I will ask and ask ard... Den end out doing veri well 4 all my quizes and tests... Furthermore, everytime I would act blur sae I dunno tis dunno tat... Tis has been going on since yr 1 sem 1 le... Actually I quite dislike ppl saying all tis lor... Realli it can demoralise someone lor... like making sacastic remarks on mi... Furthermore... Tis sem I realli have a very difficult time catching up wif my studies... Feeling very terrible le... Den wif tis 'thing' going on... Realli not in the mood 2 study animore... But @ the same time I dun wish 2 fall my TT... Touugh time managing my feelings...After hearing wad he said... Alreadi no more mood 2 continue studying in the library... Wanna gif up le... I jus sat quietly @ my seat trying very hard 2 control my feelings... Tears rolled down my cheeks when I went 2 the toilet... Sob quietly den when back 2 my seat as if nothin had happened jus now...
*7/28/2004 12:00:00 AM
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
Hmm... A wk has past likedat.... And now its the end of the 4th wk since the opening of skool le... Time passes soo fast w/o mi realising it...
Had been feeling quite down recently... As wad my nick had stated 'Physically Tired, Mentally Stressed'... And tends 2 have mood swing quite often... Even the simplest minor thing I will also flare up... Dunno wads doing on wif mi... Haiz...
Jus chatted wif a fren, and he said tat I have changed alot tis sem... I dun seemed 2 crap alot as compared 2 yr 1 sem 1... Things do change... Which in tis case I'm refering the my own character... Dun tok much in tutorials and lectures... Jus staying alone @ my usual corner listening 2 lessons... Even though I may be 2 be focusing on my lectures... But somehow nothin gets into my brain...
Rite now feeling quite lost...
*7/17/2004 12:00:00 AM
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Monday, July 12, 2004
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*7/12/2004 10:19:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Now I'm feeing veri stressed up... Dun even noe wad the hell my brain is thinkin... Feeling depressed too... Soo mani things happened recently... But always telling myself 2 relax and dun let my emotions get control over mi... Be the usual happy mi... I dunno wads is actually happening 2 mi... In front of frens I might be smiling, playing and crapping ard, 4geting those painful memories... But when I'm alone... I'll start 2 remember all the disappointing memories I had... Suddenly I felt tat ppl do realli change... And when they change... Its not onli a minor one... But a drastic one... Sometimes I even wondered tat in the eyes of other ppl including my frens... Have I changed? If yes... Izzit becoming worse?
Now inisde my mind... Its practically empty... Jus blogging based on wad I'm feeling rite now + the song 'Take Mi 2 Ur Heart' By MLTR...
*7/07/2004 12:51:00 PM
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Monday, July 05, 2004
It has been ages tat I have blogged... Started skool 4 ard 3 wks le... But I'm still in the holidae mood.. Haiz... Miss my holidae times... The Sentosa trip was 1 of the most memorial times I had... And also not 4getting the 2 pool training and matches I had respectively... Gained a little expreience... The funniest thing during the match was tat when I had 2 compete against Angie... Either of us neber expected tat we have 2 compete again each other... Lolx =p
Started skool 4 3 wks le... But nothin seems 2 get into my head... OMG!!! Can't seems 2 get ani subjects on track... Always slping in lectures w/o fail =X Always looking tired everydae... Dunno y tis sem is soo super tiring sia...
I think I had blogged enough 4 now le...Will continue 2 blog some other times... =D
*7/05/2004 09:54:00 PM
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