Monday, February 23, 2004

*Mood* -> IzziT TroubLeD or ConFuseD?

It has been 3 daes I haven blog le... Wasn't busi but was jus lazy 2 blog... Lolx... Sometimes I find tat life is rather complexing... When ppl get the particular thing they always wanted... They will began 2 neglect abt it... & when they began 2 lose something... Den they will begin 2 appreciate it... Haiz... Tats life... Terrible...

Got a lot 2 wan 2 blog one... But dunno somehow i dunno how 2 type out in words... 2dae a lot of things happened... Got IFC Test in the morning den later joined Veron, Yikun & Weiliang 4 pool at abt 1pm... Den after tat went 2 Veron hse... Alson & Candice came 2 join us @ her hse later... Had a lot of fun... Hehe...

Found out a lot of things 2dae.. And also it reminded mi of some bad memories tat almost made mi cried... Phew I didn't cried... Lolx... Jus somethings r better 2 be kept in the heart & not let anione noe... Or more trouble will brew... =p

Thursday, February 19, 2004

*Mood* -> Happie...

Finally all my major papers le... Onli left wif my IFC paper which is on mondae... Todae tat e device paper was terrible... Cldn't do a single question... OMG... If can pass... Tat one would be a miracle... Lolx... After paper went 2 meet Veron and play pool 4 a while den meet Siew Wen 2 do some shopping @ Bugis... Thks Siew Wen 4 accompanying mi... Hehe... At 1st my mood wasn't tat gd cos i cldn't do tat test mah... But after met tis 2 frens... I felt better le... Haha... Saw Huimin and Huiling @ Bugis.. I was a little shock 2 c them there... Lolx...

After tis term test... I felt somehow better le... Not sad or moody animore... But relieved is the word I can think of 4 now... Haha... Decide 2 let go and be the same old mi again!!! Yeah... =p

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

*Mood* -> VerI StreSSeD Up...

Todae supposed 2 be a rest dae 4 us as there isn't ani paper... But somehow... I feel rather stressed up easily... Maybe due 2 tomolo's e device paper... OMG... I realli dead at tis sub... I noe no concepts abt tis after the part on zener diode... Haiz... Wander how am I gonna even pass tis sub... Haiz...

Todae I met Weiling in tp library as she offered 2 teach mi as I complained tat i dunno a single thing in tis sub... Yes... I learnt quite somethings... But dunno y... I jus cldn't apply wad I have learnt... Dead =x... @ tis rate I sure bound 2 fail one... Haiz...

Recently I found out tat I can be veri moody easily... Dunno y... It is like suddenly lor... I also cannot control... All tis moody thing started after my poly life the 1st sem holidae... During the dec break... As time goes on... All tis adds up.. And it now makes my tis current sem a rather miserable one... Haiz... I wan 2 be the same old joyful Joyce again! But maybe tis might be an impossible task liao... As time passes and it will neber turn back... Wad I can hope 4 now is 2 be happy... And not bothering abt those unhappy things tat makes mi depressed...

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

*Mood* -> Much HappieR... But NoT CompLeTeLy...

Todae got dfunl term test... Dun have confident if I could do well 4 it ornot... Cos I jus got a feelin tat I will do badly 4 tis paper... Haiz... Since its over... I also dun think I will bother over it le... I still got 2 more term test 2 go whereas others have 1... Haiz... All becos of tat IFC... I have 2 go back 2 take tat test when ppl r actually enjoying their holidaes... Poor Mi...

Got a lot of tots flowing through my mind right now... Chatted wif Shallyn on msn... Thks 2 be there 2 an wei mi =p... @ the same time... I chatted wif Yikun... Also found out some stuffs too... Haiz... 4 the past few daes... I knew sths tat maybe I shldn't know in the 1st place... Make myself miserable onli... C the person liao... Also cannot tell him/her abt it... Feelin quite guilty...

Monday, February 16, 2004

*MOOD* -> GettinG StresseD...

Got maths term test todae... I'm able 2 do all the questions in the paper... Finsihed all questions except B3(b)... Which I took 20mins 2 complete tat particular part... Haiz... But the problem is dunno will do as well as I expected ornot... Cannot be over confident... Later have 2 go study dfunl le... Tomolo have dfunl... OMG... Die le... Still blur wif some parts... Dunno whether can pass ornot... Haiz...

Sunday, February 15, 2004

*MOOD* -> MooDy...

:::14th Feb 2004:::
Tat dae was valentine dae... Where all couples meet up... As 4 mi... I met Siew Wen & went 4 a small tok @ queensway during the afternoon... Made a few new frens there and it wasn't as bad as wad I tot @ 1st... Did nothin much tat dae but 2 eat & slp the whole dae except tat period tat i was out...

::15 Feb 2004:::
Practically stayed @ home the whole dae... As i was feelin moody... I didn't study even though tomolo is the start of my term test... Haiz...
Dunno how cum i was moody out of no sudden... It practically spoiled my whole dae's mood... As i was online during the nite... I dunno y... My eyes became watery... Den tears start 2 roll down my cheeks... Haiz... Dun wish 2 tok abt it le... It makes mi sad... ='(

Friday, February 13, 2004

*MOOD* -> Happy & Sad...

:::12th Feb 2004:::
After my 2 daes of mc ended... Still got a little fever and no voice... But went back 2 skool jus 4 the sake if the java test which is 30% of my whole sem... Dead =x... I cldn't complie my java applet... Die le... Went 4 lunch wif Siti & Angie... Den I received a call frm Emilyn... She said tat Celine has cum to Tp... So I decided 2 go and find dem since they r in eng skool... Later Veron came 2 join the fun... & we roamed ard Tp... Got goodie Bags... Got a lot of fun... I got a pink heart-shaped balloon frm Veron... Heehee... Thks Veron... Saw the Light Years Cast... Emilyn & Celine actually went to get the autograph.. Lolx... Later went to business skool... Explored ard... Went into the computer lab and surf net... Ate at business skool the Biz park... Den I went home while Celine went to emilyn's hse...

:::13th Feb 2004:::
Todae is Fridae the 13th... Supposed 2 be an unlucky dae? Maybe 4 my 1st 1/2 of my dae... I was late 4 my dfunl lab test... OMG... Cos of tat mc tat I 4got 2 submit on thrus... Had to rush back home after I realised I 4got to bring the mc 4 submission... Haiz... Den intended 2 take a cab 2 skool... But... No luck... There seems no cars travelling ard and most importantly no taxis!!! Reached Tp at 9.58am? Rushed all the way 2 the 6 lvl and went into the lab lookin quite blur... Lolx... I was soo blur tat I actually stared @ the paper blankly 4 abt 5 mins... B4 I cld do anithing... My lab teacher came to tell mi wad 2 do... Connected the connetions on my paper... Phew... Den I faster connnected up the connections and got a signature frm him... We have 2 get 2 signatures... & @ the last few mins... I managed 2 patch up my part B... Phew... Left my dfunl tut @ 11.30am to go 4 the e-guide briefing... I actually learnt somethings frm the e-guide... So it was a gd experience 4 mi... Tomolo is V dae le... & I'll home alone lonely...

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

*MOOD* -> SicK...

It has been 2 daes i haven blog le...

:::9th Feb 2004:::
Tat dae was my longest dae in skool... Had PCB and IFC test... Both test sux... Especially PCB... The tootpig teacher gave us an logon test and a theory test... And the theory test was a sudden test 2 us... I passed up a blank sheet of paper wif onli a few words of rubbish i wrote... Dem after the test... The teacher told us those r from the lec sheets tat he gave us... But we didn't even noe there's lec sheets for tis sub... OMG... Haiz.. Was realli fed up sia... After tat we everyone in my klass had ended skool... I and Stacy have to go 4 ur boring CDS quiz... Haiz... Sure fail one... Dunno wad i answered 4 throughout the test... Haiz...

:::10th Feb 2004:::
Felt sick 1st thing in the morning... Went 2 skool as usual... But went home after our my lec b4 my lunch break... Cos I felt veri sick... Haiz... After much persuasion frm Angie and Veron... I den cannot tahan... Den went home... My guy klassmates r gentlemen sia... They actually sent mi to the bus stop to take a cab home... Wahahahaha... Went home straight away went to bed and cover myself my blanket... @ abt 2+.. i went to the poly to c the doc... Wah...Waited 4 1 hr... Haiz.. Was feelin terrible... Luckily my papa accompanied mi to the doc... Or else... I can't imagine wad will happen to mi le... Got 2 daes mc... As my temperature went as high as 39.2 degrees! I can't belief tat Imy fever so high leh... The rest of my dae was spent resting on my bed lor...

:::11th Feb 2004:::
2nd dae of my mc le... Was feelin better but not entirely better... Cannot stand still 4 long cos will have dizzy spells after a while... So jus rest lor... Nothing much happened tat dae onli beeen eating, slping, eating, slping... Haiz.... Missed my e device lab test.. & have to take a retest when skool reopens.. Haiz....

Sunday, February 08, 2004

*MOOD* -> SaD...

Todae was a realli terrible dae... Everything seems soo sway 4 mi... Since in the morning I kana scolded 4 no reason...

B4 i went out 2 meet veron... As my mood wasn't so gd the nite b4... Was being scolded by my papa... Den when I came back @ abt 1+... & my mood became better... Both of 2 of dem started 2 scold mi... WTH... Realli lor... Scold mi sth of i didn't do b4... Felt realli sad... Went into my room and cry... Den went 2 contact Candice & had a tok wif her... The nxt thing i knew... My tears started 2 roll down my cheeks le... Haiz... So I & Candice decided to meet up... Later we asked Alson and Yikun 2 cum along too... When i came out... Mood was better lor... Confirm 100% better... Even though I somehow on the way sometimes have tot of it... But dun as bad when I was @ home... Went 2 the airport 2 study... Study IFC.. Kaoz... A sub frm the beginning of tis sem I dunno anithin abt it... Haiz...

Later @ nite I online... Ppl c my nick all came askin mi how cum my nick likedat... Wad happened?... Haiz... Dun wish 2 tok abt it here.... Spolis my mood.... Haiz... Saw Huimin's blog jus now... I was soo touched... Huimin thks leh.... I feel much better le after c ur blog... =p

Starting frm tomolo... I gonna have my lab test le... OMG... I hate lab... I realli sux @ it lor... Always copy ppl one... Gone case le... Den the wk ater nxt is Term Test Wk... Die le... I dunno when my term test till 3 daes ago tat fridae... Haiz... Found out tat in tis sem... I super blur lor... Dunno wad is actually happening ard mi... Haiz... Feelin a little stressed rite now... Began 2 miss Loyang and my skool frens there... Haiz...

Thursday, February 05, 2004

*MOOD* -> ModeraTe...

Todae is a terrible dae... Reached home veri early... Stared @ the ceilings blankly... Tot of a lot of things... Tot of him... Makes mi wander whether to cling on it or to let it go... Think of it... Makes mi lose my mood... Haiz...
Todae I got back my Java quiz... & to my surprise... I passed... Phew... Cos I 4 got to do 1 2 marks mcq question tat dae... Lame rite... Nxt my maths quiz was terrible... I did the tootpigest thing tat I think no one can do... Which was to divide Sin x wif Cos X and get Sec X... But the ans was Tan X... Omg... Likedat I lose 7 marks le... Haiz.. Wasted... Den we went 2 the free access lab to do tat Exercise B... Didn't do much... I can't even route the components properly... Haiz... Tomolo i gonna have the dfunl quiz... & i dun have to mood to study... Haiz... Likedat I sure fail 1... I also found out tat I cldn't cope wif practically all my subjects tis sem... Haiz... And tomolo is the dae to start chosing my dipolma for my ETCM course... Until now... While everyone got in mind a choice on their idea course... I on the other hand... Dunno where to go... Haiz... I scared tat I will make a wrong decision and regert it my whole life... =<

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

*MOOD* -> SaD Again...

:::1st Feb 2004:::
Yesterdae was definately a better dae... Maclean and gang went to my hse to bai nian... We played Blackjack and I finally won back wad I lost the wk b4... Yeah... Had a lot of fun yesterade even though it was a short dae...

:::2nd Feb 2004:::
Todae wad again a not soo happy dae 4 mi again... Haiz... My dae starts at 12noon... Finally I broke my latest record of 11am.. =p Den I went wif my family to go bai nian...

As my mood wasn't so gd todae... I decided to go roaming out alone... But I cldn't make up my mind of going where... Finally i decided to go Orchard... While traveling in the train... Even with my discman on... I tot of alot of things... And I even tried to 4get abt tat person... But the more I tried... More I'll think of... The more I feel like cryin... Haiz... Finally I reached Orchard... But I didn't noe where to start walkin.. So I walked aimlessly... Wif a mindset of "as long there's a pathway 4 mi 2 walk... I jus walk lor..." I walked all the way from 4+ to 7+... Haiz... When I reached home... My mood wasn't better... So I jus hope tomolo will be a better dae 4 mi... And not end up like tat fridae... As i cannot control my feelins mah... Haiz... :'(

Sunday, February 01, 2004

*MOOD* -> FeeLin BetteR...

After 2 daes... Finally i can get over the incident le even though its not completely... But as bad as as wad I felt 2 daes ago...

My dae starts at 9am... When we (Angie, Siti & Mi...) decided to meet up study together in Tp library... Our Fav place for studyin... Cos of some things in there tat attracts us there... The Tv Room... Hehe...We studied Dfunl for maybe abt an 1+? Den we gave up.. & decided to watch tat tennis match which was veri appealin to us... Hehe...

After tat I went to meet Veron 2 go 2 her hse & relax... & @ the same time accompany SiewWen to go Veron's hse 拜年... Den after tat we went bowlin... Haiz... Once again I lost 2 the pro veron... Haiz.... I keep on clearing the drains & cos @ the last round... She got 2 strikes leh... Wah.. Den like she won mi by 20 marks... Sad le... Nxt both mi and Veron feel like playin pool so we went to play at Downtown East... Haha... & had a lot of comedies there... & our table was the noisiest... After the game... We went to have dinner @ BK & Veron left us after tat... I and Sw walked to White Sands... Accompany her to CD-Rama... Bought a cd & left... My dae ended @ 8.30pm when i reached home... & was damn tire... My dae finally did not end up moody... Yeah =p