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::my stories

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Its been almost a yr that I last blog.
So much things happened this year that I cant really remember what happened.

Some major events of yr 2009 till todate 11.10.09 are:
My step-grandmother pass away ard April this yr. I tot that I wasn't close to her, and this would mean that I wouldn't be affected back by this incident. But I was wrong. Till now, I realised that I couldn't accept the fact that she was alive when I last visited during CNY and 1 or 2 mths later, she was no longer there. Everything jus happened suddenly. I day while preparing for exams, I received a call from my parents that she was hospitalised. My parents wanted me to concentrate for my exams, but it seems that her codition wasnt looking too gd. When I went down to the hospital, I couldnt recognise her. My heart just sunk. During exams, she passed away. It was a tiring period for me to shutter btw sch, funneral and home. I'm gald that I was able to overcome that period and managed to pass all of my exams. I just felt not so confident compared previous semesters to even pass majority of my modules. I fear that because I didnt pass any of the modules, it would have meant that I have to stay back for another semester and also not being able to graduate this yr. My parents would be terribly disappointed if I have to be retained for another yr. But I'm gald all of this was over.

My new chapter of life begins after my covocation. After looking for a job for approx. 3 mths, I was offered a Finance Adminstrator position at an airfreight company located at CAC. Yes this finance admin job is totally non-related to what I have studied during my 6 yrs in poly and uni. But it was really a bad time to graduate this yr due to the economic crisis. I knew that I cannot be very picky as I'm a fresh grad, and engineering sectors (except those linked with the gov.) wasnt really hiring ppl, especially for fresh grads. So obviously if any company offers me a position with reasonable pay, I will take up the offer. Now I was thinking whether was I too rush to take up the offer at that period of time? Anyway its too late to regret. Looking forward for another 4 more mths before I decide whether shld I stay on with that company.

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *10/11/2009 10:43:00 PM

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

Finally I felt that I placed down a very huge burden: HRM.

The 2 papers that I took was extremely terrible. I hope that I can at least obtain a D. *keeps my fingers crossed*.

I could still remember how embarassing it was after my IC Reliability paper. I broke down. I could not answer more than 1/2 the paper as it was all theory based. I only expected it to be 1 question entirely based on theory. 56 marks gone likedat. All I wish for my birthday is that a miracle can happen - able to pass all subjects.

The next paper was HRM. My most dreadful subject. It was a the very next day after my IC Reliability paper. I could not fill anything into my limited capacity brain after the paper.

Finally the day came. As usual, the 2 open ended questions were answered anyhow. I forgot wad to write, especially on the traits and characteristics for Obama and Mccain, with the 25 marks question was answered in a few lines (3 to 5 lines). The next question was on the BOS. I had to summarize a few pages long 6 paths report into a 13marks answer. But all what I did was to scribble anything that comes to my mind. Haix. The best thing was that I could not answer most of the mcqs questions. I randomly pick and answered. So overall it was the worse paper that I ever took in my whole life.

Even though I got 2 more modules to be examble, I felt super relaxed after HRM paper was over.

I went to Eden Santuary to have dinner with Angie, Xinyi, Wayne and Jonathan. The food was unique and nice. The tea was not bad (especially for someone who doesn't like to drink tea). After diner we went to IMM to walk ard.

The feeling was so good that I did not want to do anything after the paper. I just want to do something that doesn't require any usage of my brain cells.

Its time to continue mugging for my VLSI...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *11/15/2008 02:56:00 PM

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Arghhh! Exams is round the corner, and I'm falling ill!

What a wrong timing for me to fall sick!

Haix...

There are tons and tons of tutorials and PYPs for me to clear...
When can I ever finish all of them?!!

Someone pls save me! (Even I jolly well know that no one can help me except for myself!)

Just lemme complain for a while! I need a place where I can vent out all my feelings!

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *11/04/2008 12:09:00 PM

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Sunday, November 02, 2008

Its been a long long long time I last blog.
I just felt that I need somewhere I can pour out all my sorrows/views.

Since last sunday... I became to feel moody. I wished that I knew what was the caused of it. But I didn't managed to find out.

I definately felt better after a good night rest. Everything was good till yesterday evening. I had a dream that I could not have any impression of what I have dreamt. All I knew that I could not get myself out from the dream. It was till my mum switched on the lights in my room then I was awaken by the bright lights. The after effects of the dream was not very good. I felt scared and sad.

Even till today, I still got that very lousy feeling.

Haix...

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *11/02/2008 12:00:00 AM

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Monday, February 25, 2008

I'm currently using my mum new hp to blog. Something tat i have not tried b4. Hehe.

Got lots of tots lately. Unable to express all of these in words. Lots of mixed feelings. Anyway this is a blog. Not a diary. Its a online diary where everyone and anyone could access to. Jus dun feel too comfortable expressing all of my feeling in 'public'.

Jus give myself a few days. I'll totally 4get wad i'm expriencing rite now at tis moment. For this, i simply love my goldfish memory =D

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *2/25/2008 10:14:00 PM

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Monday, February 11, 2008

Let me 1st of all wish those who are reading my blog a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (Ang Baos pls??) =D

So many things happened last yr. I could only remember them vividly thanks to my goldfish memory. But there are somethings I jus could not 4get. As I reflected back, there are so many things that I have regretted doing/not doing. I could not blame anyone else but myself. I have so many wishes. But all of them seemed almost impossible to achieve.

Since its a new yr, I must REMOVE all of these '-ve' thoughts and start my RAT yr with new resolutions.

My resolutions for the year (Top 3):
- Study hard and achieve my 2nd class honour when I graduate. (My GPA fell by 0.4!)
- Slim down (I'm too fat -.-'")
- Save more money (I spend more then what I have)
and many more...

(P.s.: My final wish is to find my white horse charming. Wahahahaha =X)

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *2/11/2008 08:52:00 PM

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Now its the 5th wk of work! Time is passing so fast!

Lazy to blog lately too!

I simply love tis yr's CNY! It means long wkend for me!

Yeah!!! =X

I really miss going to skool alot! Its really much better den working life.
But heard from my frens who are exempted from attachment that they are struggling during their final yr with their FYP and HRM (KILLER sub).

Got lots of feeling I wanna blog abt, but I jus cant simply explain them in words.
And with my super poor goldfish memory, I will forget wad happened the day b4.

Its late now! Gonna hop onto bed and go 2 my beauty sleep! Nites =)

sometimes,WHAt.YOU.c.may.JUST-be.WHAt.YOUget *2/05/2008 09:57:00 PM

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